My brother got promoted, and a tale of Banker's wife - both Esther Choi (Berg) and Jamie Chan

 My brother is a San Diego police officer sergeant. Srgt. 

I screenshot a photo of Jamie Chan. I saw her at Emmanuel church in NYC. Remember, I explained my story over Esther Choi and her tantrum over what I presume to be her making a big deal of churches, hers versus mine. Well, just two Sundays prior, Jamie Chan appeared to have gotten angry and directed her anger at me after how the guy named Kane Kim acted or reacted or whatever he did. I swear he had an unusual gesture, but I wasn't new to that kind of thing since Andrew Woo and David Sihyo Kim both had clearly shown their intentions. Sometimes, guys can be impulsive though. Sure, Jamie is the daughter of a former heart surgeon in Fresno, but she's also Janice Chan's sister. I had no clue as to who the guy was but I found out with some research... another law student. I have to mention that what I saw from Jamie Chan and Esther Choi was not normal... they were so crazed and bizarre...outlandish, out of this world. ... what I characterize as greedy girls, not just ambitious. Was I taken advantage of by richer people or people on their way to get rich, such as Esther Choi? I think I was, which is why I write the details about them in my blog posts. 

There are facts to consider - who was Esther Choi when she FBed my brother, where was she coming from, how did she recognize me, etc. Also, about her tantrums - what was she protesting about, was it a dissatisfaction with Redeemer at her campus and her expressing that she was protesting against me being at the church Emmanuel... and what were her reasons? 

The funny thing is that she was a working ED RN in San Diego and came from St. Louis where her dad worked, supposedly as a pastor. On the other side of the situation, Jamie Chan had also expressed anger at the church premise, which I read into as protesting behavior, kind of like Esther Choi but I knew Jamie Chan as a daughter of a heart surgeon in Fresno (I actually knew her from piano studio and youth orchestra.). 

It's apparent that San Diego is a paradise city where if you're rich enough, you can buy a house and retire like Jamie's parents. Or, like Esther Choi and her husband Jaymin Berg, they can purchase a house, which I posted about already, and afford mortgage with the incomes that they earn at their respective jobs in San Diego. 

I looked up Jamie Chan's addresses, including her family's in San Diego. I still don't know if her action and Esther Choi's action are justified by their property values in San Diego, New York, or wherever they're located and residing. Sometimes, even property owners can manifest with nasty behaviors like that of Esther Choi and Jamie Chan. 

My surgery date to revamp my face is getting closer. I can't wait. I paid $10,000 for this procedure alone, which I'll have to repay once I start working as a RN. Plastic surgeons are money thieves. I'm having mine done this time with a doctor named Dr. Omidi. He's based in both Beverly Hills and Pomona. I'll be having my surgery in Pomona because its cheaper to get it done there.

I've been cooped up inside the house for days since the last lecture class, and I'm going crazy. I wanted to drive to SF or LA, but I realized I don't have enough money to spend. I drove around Fresno instead. I left the house for pizza at Mountain Mike's. Later, I went to Teazer's for Iced Tea and then brought home Cafe Daldal. I had to try the Iced Dalgona Coffee to see what it tastes like. It was decent, not something I'd get again. I really like Korean paht-bing-soo, so I bought the Injeolmi one and brought it home. I've reached my spending limit for three weeks while my parents were away. 

My parents are coming home tomorrow after being away in South Korea for three weeks. I'm so relieved that they're coming back. While they were gone, I cooked for myself. I also did the dishes and that aggravated the pain in my arms and spine and so it was tiring me out. 

If anyone's watched the K-drama Divorce Attorney Shin, I've been living the life like the main character who lives alone.While my parents have been away, I've been blasting music aloud in the house and having fun being alone. 

Property values befuddle me. Let's consider Esther Choi's Property in San Diego sold for 1, 570,000 with 4160 sq ft, currently valued at 3.28-3.9 mil compared to the Fresno real estate market. Real estate is really not my place but I sometimes I get curious. 

I really don't know how to reinforce what was wrong about the situation for both Esther Choi and Jamie Chan. I'm not saying I deserve property like they do, which is just a ridiculous idea but I'm just so disheartened by what harm they did to me along their way of gaining property and getting richer. Bless their wicked souls. 

I did research on some of the guys who showed their intentions to me at various times.Well one guy wrote an article on enforcing restriction on pornography, which I agree with, because having seen it myself, it's quite disgusting watching people engage in sexual acts in a way that's different than Leonardo Dicaprio and Claire Danes in Romeo & Juliet. While Jamie Chan reacted in such a way to interfere with whatever took place between that dude and myself, she also was FB friend of HT Kim, who himself was alleged for child pornography upon which he committed suicide. So, I'm just saying pornography appears to be a topic of discussion (in the matter of the guy Kane who I did a search on) or in HT Kim's case, an actual reason for an allegation. The coincidence is that Jamie Chan knew both Kane Kim and HT Kim as well, and that's what I'm trying to make a point out of by bringing pornography.

In Human Sexuality textbook, there's a term that's covered called voyeurism. I think that's why pornography survives. There are people who enjoy watching it. As far as HT Kim's allegation of child pornography is concerned, I'd have to know the details to understand the psychology behind his actions. The juxtaposition between all these individuals and their connections are interesting. On one hand, you've got these property owners with property valued in the millions. Then, there is a mutual interest in subject matter, whether it's to enforce pornography or an actually allegation due to misuse of it. Then you've got a Banker's wife, like Esther Choi and Jamie Chan who misbehave and act bizarrely, what I want to say as unlovingly within the ministries. 

The irony of Esther Choi's tale is that she came from a background of a Korean pastor's family. I'm not saying that the daughter of a Korean pastor can't go into the industry of investment banking. She clearly can vicariously through her husband. It was her attitude and presentation that contradicts the expectations of a pastor's daughter. She was ill-behaved and immature when she saw me at campus. I mean, considering I didn't know who she was and was never formally introduced to her, she overreacted when she saw me. It an immature reaction, though, and to add to my observations,she definitely appeared manic and hyperactive. She definitely brought a competitive spirit. To sum it up, she appeared crazy. I've seen better behaved pastor kids.