Brain/neurological insult

I don't know what happened in my past but I feel like I had a brain insult. I definitely can't read like I used to, and it's really bothering me a lot.  I'm starting to read Michael Lewis' Liar's Poker. It's an entertaining story about the Investment Banking profession. I have mixed feelings about the book. The author comes across as racist towards Asians, often stereotyping them. 

My mom and I went to a new-ish Thai restaurant in Fresno called Satay. It was really good. We ordered Pad Thai and Yellow Curry. Both were good.

I originally enrolled in the psychology course Human Sexuality to apply myself to a master's program in Social Work. I believe the purpose of taking Human Sexuality is to become versed in sexual acts that victimize individuals or groups and aiding them in times of need. Rather than learning about that, I became versed in sex itself, which wasn't the original intention.

I went to the gym and tried the Climbmill machine for the first time. It was hard and truly a workout. 

I know I keep talking about the epic SF trip that's upcoming. I have little spending money, saved up from my last job assignments. Since I'm going with my mom, she'll be spending for both of us mostly. SF is one of my favorite cities. There's so much beauty and aesthetics in the city. I wish to work there one day once I'm finished with my nursing degrees. 

I'm kind of getting antsy for school to start up again. The upcoming fall semester will begin on August 20. I'll be busy again. 

I realized I'm sick of Korean cultural practice of respecting elders. I hate seeing my mom's friends because when they see me they seem to assume that I should greet them kindly. If I respected them, I would. But I sincerely don't respect some of them which makes it nearly impossible to even acknowledge them in public. 

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